growing deeper by chris smith

If you haven't heard about Chris Smith's new e-book, Growing Deeper, now you have. Chris is an incredibly thoughtful and practical writer. A rare trait. Many of us had hoped Chris would write something like this after he posted his now infamous 10 ideas list years ago. I got a chance to look at this book earlier this week and was really excited about it. It's something that I will be referring to in regards to my work at First Pres' as well as the life of Hawthorn House. Check it out! It's FREE!

- Here's an interview I did w/ Chris on my blog a while back.

- And here's a link to his other book, Water, Faith and Wood (which is great).

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music: fruit bats cover INXS

When I was in 6th grade, I loved INXS. This song in particular is still a great song. And Fruit Bats do it justice. I especially dig the slide on their version. Check it out.

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walking as spiritual discipline

Haven't posted anything significant lately. It's been busy! But here's something I've been thinking about the last few days.

I'm convinced that this new job is going to make me healthier. Why? Because of all the walking! This place is enormous! You have to walk a mile just to find the coffee pot! Well... a mile might be an exaggeration. Still, it is a big building.

But on top of that, I'm being deliberate about staying in this neighborhood for most of my meetings. And walking this neighborhood as much as possible. If you and I are meeting here any time soon, you'll discover this. Most of the time, I've invited people to meet me here at First Pres', and then we walk around the neighborhood, to a sandwich place or coffee shop or just a around the block a few times. But I think it's important to be in this community. To see it, smell it and continue to get more familiar with what is going on around this place each day.

Whenever folks would come visit the Hawthorn House, I'd take them on walks around our neighborhood. We would bump into residents and shop owners that I know–which we have now come to know most of the shop owners. For many of the people that I would invite to walk with me, they'd act as if this was some kind of achievement.

"How'd you get to know everyone?!" They would ask. With tongue firmly planted in cheek, I would respond, "By practicing the spiritual discipline of walking."

It's hard to get to know your community and it's needs without being present. This art of listening-on-our-feet is a significant part of how we will determine our strategy for reaching out to the neighbors of First Pres'. Combining our real life experiences and conversations with the data we have and continue to collect will provide us a much more holistic view of this community.

More on that later though.

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google apps vs. microsoft

We're working on a major website overhaul for First Pres' right now. The conversation has come up that we should potentially use Google Apps for email, calendars, shared doc's, etc. Microsoft is what the majority of people are familiar with over hear and what they use for online access to calendars and email. When I talked with the folks that have provided IT assistance over here for several years, and mentioned that this might be a worthy switch they asked with exacerbated frustration, "WHY!?"

"Uh, because it's better," I responded.

What say you? I need your input. What do you use? Do you hate it? Like it?

Let me know.

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before school dance party

Ready for school early, Sam still asleep... what to do?!

Dance party to The Faint on the ol' tube record player before school.

I'm terrible photographer.

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file under: what the?!

Life has certainly been busier.

I saw the family much more when I was working from home. But now, with me working at the office/church, Brooke working a couple days a week and of course the addition of our third child, things have been busier. There are days when I come home, and while physically present my nose is buried in books or my laptop for school. Last night was one of those nights. Besides asking how everyone's day was, some small chat over dinner and kissing everyone good night I was for the most part staring at books and a screen. This morning, I got up, made coffee, took a shower, got dressed, made everyone's breakfast and lunches, got everyone else ready and out the door...

It was at this moment that I looked down on the floor at something that was yanked out of Matty's backpack the night before. I had a double take and a, "What the?!" As you can see, during Matty's kindergarten class's daily reflection time he said, "Today we observed wood." ...

This is what happens when I'm completely oblivious to the world around me at home. My oldest son of 5 years begins using the word "observed" and I have no clue what was going on to understand his reflection of the day... observed wood WHAT?! Did it turn into woodman and walk around the room?! Wood usually doesn't do much.

So, I'm chuckling to myself and eager to ask my boy what I missed out on yesterday.

Notice your kids today. For theirs is the kingdom.

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my anonymous gift giver

Someone in the First Pres' office keeps leaving me gifts in my inbox. A comic strip here, a newspaper clipping there and today coffee from Hawaii. It's nice treat.

So, to whoever my anonymous gift giver is, thank you! Let me know who you are so I can thank you properly.

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a banksy film

Pretty excited about this! Banksy's stuff is amazing... inspiring!

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music: wu tang vs. the beatles

If you enjoyed The Grey Album (a mash up of Jay-Z's The Black Album and The Beatles self-titled "white album" by Danger Mouse) than you'll dig this. Not as genius as The Grey Album, but still...

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jesus on toast?!


No, it's not a new expletive I've coined. It's an art project. This from the site:

"British artist Adam Sheldon recreated Jesus’ crucifixion using some pieces of burned toast and a scraping knife. His work of art is now on display at the Anglican Church of St Peter, in Lincs."

Read the whole story here.

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mlk jr thoughts

[NOTE: I did not post this yesterday because it was my day off with my kids. And as you can see, we were too busy to come inside and post this.]

In reflecting on the roots of the kind of faith that brought us a prophet such Martin Luther King Jr., Kelly Brown Douglas reflects on slave Christianity in her book, The Black Christ. Here, she writes about the differences between the faith of slaveholder and slave:

"Slave Christianity did not focus on the relationship between Jesus and God as did slaveholding Christianity... Jesus' meaning had more to do what what Jesus did in their lives. Jesus was a living being with whom the slaves had an intimate relationship... Jesus' significance for the slaves was based upon an interpretation of Christianity that stressed the centrality of Jesus' ministry and relationship to the oppressed during his own time... The crucifixion was, however, the event that most clearly demonstrated to the slaves Jesus' solidarity with them... The resurrection also revealed that the death of the cross was not the last word–freedom was."
I think the dichotomy between slave and slaveholder faith that Douglas draws is somewhat false. I'm unconvinced that the difference was whether or not a group acknowledged Jesus as God. To say, that a man that had died two thousands years ago was resurrected from the dead and was now present with them was not God seems a bit of a stretch. Though my opinion doesn't quite matter, I tend to think the difference was something else. It was whether or not they believed in this incarnate God. Slave holders gave mental ascent to this concept but were terrified of it being reality. Slaves believed in this and knew it to be reality. And they dreamed of the result. (see Dallas Willard on the issue of belief)

David Bosch wrote in A Spirituality of the Road,

"During my previous visit to the United States, in 1965, I often saw glimpses of Martin Luther King's protest marches on television. One night, as I was watching television with a white American couple, we saw the whole group of marchers all of a sudden kneel down in the street and pray. I remember the white Americans saying to me that they thought that was artificial, something calculated to create effect. It was clear, though, that for King this was genuine and natural. The trouble with us Westerners is that usually the pious are not politically inclined and the politically inclined are not pious. ... So, deep down we remain dualists, true to our Greek spiritual ancestors. It took us many, many centuries to come to the realization that man could not be subdivided into a psyche and a soma, that many illnesses involved both the one and the other... Neither have we succeeded in overcoming this dichotomy in our theology. That is why we so easily make caricatures of one another... We are, then, in need of a new understanding of spirituality–an understanding that is both deeper and broader than most of what we have had so far."
Bosch was right, most of Western spirituality still divorces things of faith from things of the world. It seems that within our minds, the temple veil has yet to be torn, the presence of God still remains within the Holy of Holies. But there are those, such as Martin Luther King Jr., that even while under great threat and personal brokenness, took the announcement of the kingdom of God to the streets. And there (as Bosch witnessed), we saw glimpses of the Kingdom.

May we too, be people that that can taste the presence of God in Christ even in the darkest of places and pray in the streets that the Kingdom of God come.

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why wouldn't i be enjoying school...

... when this is what I get to read?

I was asked today if school was stressing me out. Nope. I'm loving it!

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helping haiti

We've been praying all week for Haiti. We are praying with two of our Hawthornians who are considering going to offer their skills on the ground. One Hawthornian has family in Haiti that we're still hoping are okay. And our friends at Cafe Justo and Plant with Purpose have staff and family on the ground. I would recommend donating to these two organizations. Due to our "anaformed" connections... we've also been made aware of the good work both Mennonite Central Committee and Presbyterian Disaster Assistance is doing on the ground. Pray and help how ever you can. Even letters of encouragement to those you know of on the ground or working from afar to coordinate aid makes a difference.

... And all I will say about Pat Robertson is that he does not speak for followers of Jesus. Only himself. And a sad individual he is. It's kinda sad when John Stewart is more "biblical" than you.

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facing change with hope


I don't typically get too excited about conferences. But I'm looking forward to one next month. Dr. Mark Lau Branson from Fuller, among others, will be in San Diego for two days to discuss in great part the content of Mark's book, Memories, Hopes, and Conversations: Appreciative Inquiry and Congregational Change. I've had the privilege of meeting Mark on a few occasions, and he seems like a great guy.

This is a subject that is a reality here at First Pres'. Change is coming and has come. We haven't always liked it. Change can be hard and is often laced with negativity and criticism. But change has been and will be inevitable. We'd be wise to learn how to face it with eyes able to search for where God is at work within it so that we might celebrate those things. That won't always be the case. God may seem absent in some changes. But we can always grow in our ability to discern this. I'm hopeful that this event will give those of us that can attend some helpful tools to bring back to everyone else here.

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shazam mandala (!)

Our friend Holly over at Citizen has submitted a sweet design over on Threadless. Go check it out and vote for it!

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happy birthday jesus revisited

My friend, Laurel gave this to me after reading this post. Thanks, Laurel! I love it!

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(imaginary) jesus vs vampires


While I was still working with christianaudio, I had the privilege of engineering the audio version of Matt Mikalatos' new book, Imaginary Jesus. Matt narrated the book himself and so I got a chance to hang out with him. He's a funny guy and he happens to be a comic book geek–which you can feel as you read his book (... I meant that as a compliment). Imaginary Jesus is funny, touching and thought-provoking. Our families have been through similar circumstances, so much of the semi-autobiographical content really hit home for me.

When we were done recording the book–and after Matt had the chance to raid the christianaudio warehouse–I drove him to the airport to head back to Portland. I shared with Matt my growing interest in graphic novels (our friend, Matt Aragon–yes, another "Matt"–turned our son into a comic book geek and it's been slowly impacting me–just for the art of course). On the way to the airport, Mikalatos grabbed a piece of paper and scratched out an intense list of comics and graphic novels I needed to look into, for Matty Boy and myself.

After the holidays, I started my research and have been finding some really great stuff due to Matt (thanks, Matt!). But during my search, I came upon a release from Image Comics called, Loaded Bible: 'Jesus vs Vampires' (links on the Image Comics site don't work)–and, no, Matt did not recommend this. Those that know me, know that I have this fascination with vampires... but I honestly don't know whether to laugh or cry about this.

When I first read the spine, my immediate reaction was:

"Jesus AND vampires?!"

and then...

"Awesome!"

along with...

"Oh, dear."

In the end, though, it bugs me to see a sword-wielding Jesus. I'm an advocate for peacemaking as a central part of being a Christian. So, the "imaginary" Jesus of Loaded Bible disturbs me because of how violent he is. Is this what happens over time when we drift away from a theology that is informed by the peacemaking work of Jesus? ... Do the Jesus's that we imagine increasingly endorse and enact violence? What would the real Jesus think about this?

Here's a preview of the series, I'm curious to read your thoughts (NOTE: violent still image content-choose wisely who you watch this with):

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music: kutiman

This has to be one of the most innovative uses of YouTube ever. More from... the DJ, artist... I don't know what you'd call 'em, Kutiman here. Here's my favorites so far:

And

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"evangelism" under a perfect sun (pics)

"evangelism" under a perfect sun

My new friend, Mike sent me these ancient covers (how old are you, Mike!?) from The Wittenburg Door. It pokes fun of the term "evangelism" especially as it pertains to Southern California culture. And what this points out is how shallow and self-serving people can appear as they conduct so-called evangelism.
So, what is evangelism?
One definition says, "the preaching or promulgation of the gospel; the work of an evangelist." ... You may read that and ask, "What's promulgation?" Promulgation means, "to make known by open declaration; publish; proclaim formally or put into operation."
For many Christians, we feel quite comfortable with the St. Francis of Assissi quote: "Preach the gospel at all times. Use words if necessary." We like this, because we like the idea of our deeds mattering as much if not more than our words. And quite often, for good reason. Christians have said terrible things under the guise of evangelism. But when I read the definition above and I can't get away from the clear "use of words" in doing evangelism.
Quite frankly, I think we should take the term back from those that have tarnished it.
This isn't to dissuade us from taking up Francis' approach. Evangelism might not have such a bad rep' if more people actually backed up their words with a lifestyle that reflected Jesus' message. But at the heart of it, I think most of us are afraid. We're afraid of talking about God in the public square. We'll talk in our church buildings and in our homes, but we have no idea how to talk about Jesus in any other environment.
But maybe the public square misses the point too. In his great book, The Great Giveaway, David Fitch believes that the home, sacred space and other "third spaces" are the appropriate places of evangelism.
"They speak to an evangelism that invites one in to see the message before one hears the message in words. They speak to an evangelism that is willing to save via subtle osmosis versus immediate rational persuasion. It is an evangelism that meets [those] who do not trust individual argument, slick presentation, or scientific proofs. They want to come, see, and be confronted by the reality of Jesus Christ. The practices of postmodern evangelism therefore must converge in the living breathing spaces of the local body of Christ."

Fitch is working on a couple assumptions (in my opinion):
  • That we are in Christian community and willing to invite others into that community
  • That we are willing to live a life directed by Scripture
  • That we are willing to be patient and engage in the conversation (and relationship) long-term
But I also think we have to 'fess up to something many feel: being a Christian feels awkward.
I once shared a meal with a young Christian leader at a cafe and as our plates came to us, he began to eat. I asked, "Can I pray for our meal?" He stopped and said, "Sure." And I did. After I was done, he explained to me how he thought it was more missional to not pray in public. His central reason was that it made us more approachable if we didn't engage in such odd behavior in public.
I honestly don't care if people pray before a meal or not. It is often an empty, thoughtless action. I often don't. But I still find his "reason" to be more an excuse for his sense of awkwardness than missional posture. Here's the deal, the whole missional work–or evangelistic endeavor–is done so with the conviction that you are different. In other words, the very definition assumes that, as a Christian, you participate in something that others don't... but should.
Maybe part of this awkwardness stems from a misunderstanding of what evangelism is. In another great book, Evangelism After Christendom, Bryan Stone argues that, for many, evangelism is simply about the end results–or what he calls, "external goods." And that feels just plain weird.
"Once an external good (such as quantitative growth, power, and influence of the church or the number of conversions one is able to produce) has come to be substituted for the internal good of the practice, and precisely to the extent that the church becomes skilled in achieving those external goods, the church ceases to have any good reason to practice evangelism well or virtuously."

In other words, once the idea of evangelism is divorced from a way of life and simply about outcomes, it becomes pointless. In a sense, evangelism is rightly understood only as the whole of how the Christian lives... which includes how we talk about why we're Christians.

So, how do we talk about the gospel in normative ways?
What has changed in our culture and in what ways can/should our promulgation of the gospel change in light of our context?

Note that I'm not asking if we should or shouldn't. I'm assuming we should. I'm interested in how folks think this is to be done appropriately.

the empty office - part 2

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As promised, here's a short video of my office. I await your opinions on what I should do with this space with bated breath. No, I can't take down the ceiling tiles so don't bother. Some fortunate soul is getting the credenza, lamps and side table. So, the space will be even more open. But you better act quick, Brooke is already scheming. And as you will see, the votes for a hair cut won... it was getting crazy! More than one person took a double take at me, not recognizing me with hair. Ha!

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animal, the drummer


I have an obsession with The Muppets lately. Jim Henson was a genius. The Muppets and Sesame Street were the best thing on TV when I was a kid. Hands down.

My kids watched The Muppet Movie recently and have taken to comparing me to Animal, since we both play drums (although he can grow much better facial hair than I). They asked if I was a better drummer than Animal, so we went online looking for drum off's with Animal, as I recalled watching them on TV when I was a kid. So, here you go Animal up against Buddy Rich:

And Harry Belafonte:

I didn't remember the Belafonte drum off, which doesn't have as dramatic an ending. But I did remember the Rich drum off. Anyone remember others?

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thanks!

I found this in my mail box at work yesterday before leaving the office. Thanks for the note and for making me feel welcome, team! I love it!

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music: rodrigo y gabriela

Who claims Jimi Hendrix, Carlos Santana, Astor Piazzolla and Dimebag Darrell all as influences?! Well, Rodrigo y Gabriela do. Personally, I hear some Django Reinhardt too–but that's just me. These two are amazing guitar players! Rodrigo's got some fast fingers but Gabriela's incredible percussive capability while still strumming notes cannot be understated. Check 'em out on this NPR Tiny Desk Concert clip. Spellbinding!

Note to those who watch the video, crank it up in order to Gabriela's work better. She wasn't mic'ed as loud as Rodrigo in this recording.

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missional spirituality class

As I mentioned recently, I'm starting a class on Sunday mornings here at First Pres' titled, Missional Spirituality. I wanted to mention it here and extend the invitation to anyone that:

a) is interested in seeing where (and with whom) I'm now working
b) is interested in a dialog concerning the crossroads of spiritual formation and missional church
c) is interested in finding others to dialog with on the subject above
d) has nothing to do at 9:30am on Sunday

We will be working through David J. Bosch's book, A Spirituality of the Road. If you are familiar with Bosch, don't worry, this is nothing like his epic, Transforming Mission. The book is only 5 short chapters. I will introduce the book this week and we will spend the 5 weeks following looking at one chapter each week.

I'm looking forward to this for two reasons.

First, I see too many Christian leaders involved in activism and missional/grassroots work that burn out too quickly. I've been one of them. Increasingly, I think burn out can be avoided by having a rugged, realistic spirituality that is rooted in mission. I'd say more but I'd rather wait for the class to discuss. I will say that our efforts are too important to give up too soon. Bosch addresses this topic from experience and with wisdom.

Secondly, this book comes from a series of lectures Bosch offered. He is a Reformed theologian and these lectures were given to an audience of Anabaptist missionaries. So, as a convinced Anabaptist working with a Reformed church, it seems like a great "common ground" book.

The class will start at 9:30 a.m., here at First Pres' in room A311. Please feel free to join us if you're interested.

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walled world

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Tending to Eden

Written by Scott Sabin, executive director of a Christian relief and development agency, Tending to Eden is an invaluable resource for environmentally conscious congregations and community groups. In this practical guide for creation care, Sabin offers:

  • Theological foundations for environmental stewardship
  • A global perspective
  • Practical strategies and case studies addressing:
  • o Sustainable agriculture and forestry
    o Creating enterprise (micro-credit, micro-finance, and micro-enterprise)
    o Empowering the poor

Just heard about this book from my friends at Floresta and Plant With Purpose. Watch for more on this book. Scott is a veteran Christian leader in creation care. People have been asking him to write this book for a long time. Can't wait to check it out.

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the office

I didn't post anything more on the office yet. Sorry! It's been a long couple days of meetings, reading for school and now helping my daughter finish a long afternoon/evening of homework. But Geoff was kind enough to document the sparseness of my office for me.

More on this later.

When Paige and I are done with homework, I have to finish my own and then I get work on a class I'm starting to lead this Sunday at First Pres' on "Missional Spirituality". We'll be going through David J. Bosch's book, A Spirituality of the Road. I'm very excited and you are welcome to join us.

More soon.

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if i had tv, i'd watch jimmy fallon...

... because Japandroids is rad (I've said this before).

Meg White, take note: This is how a two-piece band is to be done.

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my crazy, new office

This is the piece of stained glass in my office. I think it's taller than me. Almost floor to ceiling. And that's not all. There are two more stained glass windows in my office. It's huge! The office that is... and my desk. I could seat more people around my desk than most people could their dining room tables. I feel like I need to call someone into my office just so I can fire them from across this behemoth... not that I have anyone I can fire... or want to fire.

I feel like David in Saul's armor something. Right now, it's me, my laptop, a couple of books and my book bag. Jerry walked into my office this morning, looked around at the empty walls and shelves and just said, "Oh this is just sad."

Tomorrow, I'll show y'all the rest of the office. You can give me your thoughts on what I should do with all this space!

This is gonna be fun.

Off to meet the deacons and elders now. Cheers!

BTW, our family is gracing the home page of First Pres' right now. I'm looking through a proposal on a new site development right now, so keep your comments to yourself.

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new piece

One of the goals both Brooke and I have this year is to continue producing more artwork. This is the latest piece we started working on during our time off. It's not finished yet but I thought I'd post it to see what others thought. If you give a hoot, let me know what you think! (Ha! Yeah, for terrible puns!)

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christmas highlights

I feel a bit behind on the whole 2009 recap thing that everyone else is doing. Instead of posting, I've been enjoying the week off with my family. Tomorrow's my first day at First Pres. I'm looking forward to getting started after a well-needed vacation. 2009 was a crazy year and I don't know if I'll get around to my own recap of the year. But I will share my Christmas highlights.

1 - Sam smiling and laughing. Christmas Eve marked Sam's first smiles and giggles. A delightful present.

2 - Watching my last living grandparent, Grandma Crouse hold my baby boy. A precious woman with a precious boy.

3 - Matt's longing for another pet was fulfilled in getting his leopard gecko, Padme. Yes, named after the Star Wars character.

4 - Wonderful times with both sides of our family.

5 - A priceless quote from Paige, "This is the best Christmas ever! With Sam here, our family is complete."

Indeed.

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jeremy enigk - inspired by god

I am continually inspired by the thought of God. Its gravity is always pulling at me. Almost everything in my life whether it be a choice I must make, or my beliefs, or even my own music passes through this sort of ‘God Filter’. So naturally I cannot help but to write about it.

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